The Impossible....
I remember back to mid-summer, it was early morning swim practice and we were in the outdoor 50 meter pool -- my favorite! Coach was asking each of us what our next competition was and what our goal time was. I was gearing up for Nationals, followed by World Championships. At that point in my triathlon career, I was an average swimmer at best compared to most triathletes. I remember telling Coach Buzz my goal to do a 24 minute 15K swim (I was currently doing 30 minute 15K's in competition). I don't remember exactly what he said, I just remember thinking to myself "he doesn't think I can do it, he doesn't think it's possible." I knew in my heart of hearts that it was possible. I didn't know how I was going to improve my times that much or how long it would take--I just knew I had the drive and the tenacity to keep at it. So through months of consistent training, waking up at 4:20 AM 3 times a week for swim practice, staying in the pool doing drills 15 to 20 minutes after my team mates and coach have left, putting in at least one extra day of swimming each week, spending hours in the gym doing upper body strength training, and doing a lot of visualization and positive self-talk....Today I did the impossible! The training set today was 100m x 5 at race pace. I wasn't too sure what race pace for me is at this point. I asked coach if 1:50 was too slow? (since last season I was doing 2:00). We decided I should shoot for 1:45. I pushed off for my first set -- I finished, looked at the clock and shrugged with an "oh, man". I wasn't looking at the clock correctly and I thought I hadn't hit a 1:45--coach said "what? that was a 1:36!) I was surprised and charged up at the same time. Then I did the next set and the next. I kept it around 1:40 for all sets. Then we did the same thing w/ flippers focusing just on stroke technique and coach told us to stay at about the same times. I was flowing and consistenly hit around 1:26 - 1:30 w/ flippers. I could see the amazement and enthusiasm in coach's face. He told me how proud he was of me for how far I've come. I've had a very grateful heart all day for the gifts God has given me...the gift of persistence, the gift of passion, the gift of desire, the gift of dreaming, the gift of a strong work ethic, the gift of great coaches, mentors, & cheerleaders, the gift of athleticism, the gift of a healthy body, the gift of a champion's spirit, and even the gift of adversity.